
Opportunities and impatience. As I am aging before the Lord, there seems to be a recurring struggle that I am facing, that I would like to try to explain.
As my readers may know, I am enjoying the last half (tenth?) of my time on this old earth. I so want to make this last period of my life count. Count for my friends, count for my family, count for my wife, and most of all, count for the Lord.
With this focused desire, I am being confronted with numerous opportunities. Opportunities that at times, seem to be in competition with each other. And this competition for my attention seems to be getting louder and louder in my head.
Each weekend is packed with chances to be with my children and my grandkids, and my wife. I love that. I am meeting new believers in the church we are attending, and hopefully my wife and I can make a difference in the church, for the saints benefit and the Lord’s blessing. I am reconnecting with old friends, and praying for others. On top of that, my wife and I are taking on new challenges, challenges that keep us active and alive!
Yet as I describe my opportunities, I want to admit that I also am becoming more aware that my time is limited. Maybe that is why the voice is getting louder and louder in my head. With this increase in opportunities and the slow decreasing of time, I find the result in my life is the experience of impatience!
And that is not good. It is not good at all, for it implies much about my life before the Lord.
First off, impatience is not on the list of the fruit of the Spirit, but it does seem to be hidden in that previous list.
Galatians 5:20 idolatry, sorcery, enmity, strife, jealousy, fits of anger, rivalries, dissensions, divisions,
Note that the list speaks of fits of anger. Impatience produces this characteristic in our lives. Hopefully I have resisted the temptation to allow it to fully exhibit itself amongst my family. (I am pretty sure my wife has seen it creeping into my life, and her knowing eyes have helped me recognize it.)
But to hide, or ignore the root cause of the problem is not the solution. To hide the problem only feeds the problem, and to assume I have control of this sin issue is simply feeding my pride! More sin! All of this behavior is an abomination before the One who I say I trust.
Yet there are opportunities that are being presented before my eyes that are good and holy and right. What is a poor ol’ fool to do?
When my head is on right, I know exactly what to do.
Stop. Simply stop considering the choices set before me. Stop running full blast with the constant activity running through my head, making plans, and finding solutions.
But with every negative in the Christian life, there has to be a positive, a good activity that replaces the bad activity. A practice that provides a healing, a comfort and a solace in the midst of this life.
Psalm 46:10 “Be still, and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!”
To be still before the Lord, to realize that He is God, and not ourselves, is a healing potion that I often ignore to my detriment. To be silent before Him, simply in His presence, without any requests or demands.
The Psalmist knew of my impatience, and simply rebuked me as he spoke in Psalm 37.7
Psalm 37:7 Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him; fret not yourself over the one who prospers in his way, over the man who carries out evil devices!
To wait patiently is a command of the Word and as one who claims to know the Lord, and who seeks to walk in the Spirit, this is not only a doable command, but the actual outgrowth of His Spirit controlling my life.
And that is what I want. A life that is filled by the Spirit.
Ephesians 5:18 And do not get drunk with wine, for that is debauchery, but be filled with the Spirit,
To be controlled by the Spirit of the One who loved each of us, even as we hated Him. Please understand that Paul spoke of control in Ephesians, for he likened the Christian life to that of the drunkard. Both are filled/controlled by their obsession. To be filled with the Spirit is to be controlled by the Spirit, even as a drunk is controlled by liquor.
Please – let’s be used by the Spirit in blessing others and loving God.
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